So this is my life

Thinking back I had all these plans while I was growing up. I was gonna have a husband, a few babies, I was going o be an Archeologist, a Vet, or a Forensic Scientist. And here I am I'll be 31 in December and I have a girlfriend no babies, and I watch a toddler barely making enough money to make it. I went to college I was the first in my family. I got out of the small town  which was really my biggest goal , but none of what I wanted happened. I was doing ok up until last November, my Aunt died from breast cancer, she was only 49. I was very upset and thought that I must be a bit depressed, because of the way I was feeling achy and tired. Then in  December I got sick. I got over the flu but I felt even more exhausted and the achy had turned to real pain. I quit my job at Wally World and finally in march I found out I have Fibromyalgia. Now I'm worried a lot but life has never been easy for me why should it be now...